Friday, May 1, 2009

I wish things.

I wish I knew what to do with my life. It feels weird now to have gone from a career in which I wrote on a daily basis to not writing at all, and that could be why I've not been blogging lately. It feels weird. I've been a writer for over five years, so a complete career change is something I have to get used to. I'm afraid if I write more, I'll miss it too much.

I wish I understood people more. Boys are confusing. Life is confusing.

I wish my heart wouldn't hurt when I miss people. It is coming up on the anniversary of when one of my best pals went missing at sea, and I wish I still had her around to talk about confusing boys. I miss her every day, and I wish I knew how to deal with that.

I wish it would stop raining.

I wish I would quit being a slacker and be more hardcore about training for a marathon. There's always tomorrow...

I wish for world peace. And chocolate. And maybe vodka.

1 comment:

Nike Athena said...

I wish we were closer so we could have drinks and cry together. I like May for about one day and then remember what a crappy month it is.